Another day at school.

Happy birthday Faruq Rookie! You're an awesome friend, stay handsome and don't ever forget me okay? Even if I leave Dunearn. Friends forever we'll remain. Don't ever wanna lose you and our friendship! Huggggs! :)
Alright. Day 2 of February. School was a pain. A Math test sucked, Mr. Quek didn't come to school and yeah, usual. Bumped into Chang Min a lot. Missing him all over again, why don't you just rip my heart out and let me bleed to death. So many things going on. Priorities first... studies. Feelings aside. Well err, nothing much happened today. I stayed in school just now to wait for Yu Xin and Wen Hui to end school, then headed home. So, tada. Now studying I think? Revision on POA. Tad bit stressed.
CCA and PE tomorrow, Friday! Xoxo.

Ignorance is your new best friend.

Hi! :) nothing much to update about, just doing revision now hehe. So many tests coming up! I got C6 for Chinese today, A2 for POA and A1 for elementary math. Pleased, except for Chinese. :( O levels are approaching and I'm still so bad at it. How how how. It's Harry's birthday today hehe! My celebrity boyfriend. Still considered as one. I love you baby. Haha! Weird.
Anyway, still the same, avoiding people but not everyone haha. People know that I'm avoiding them, I think. You'll know if I'm not. I look down whenever I see people I'm avoiding haha weird. For one particular person, I think you know that I'm avoiding you cos I'm not smiling at you and all. Mainly because I don't want your girlfriend to come bitching at me or badmouth me ok. She's your girlfriend, don't talk to me. If you talk to me, she'll start getting sad and all. We're not related at all bro. And, to your girlfriend... thanks for being my friend ONCE. Thanks for not being my friend anymore cos you're dating him ok. ;) have fun bad mouthing me girl. Next year, I won't be in Dunearn anymore so be happy. Do what you want, just don't wanna see your faces. Call others two faced and all, then you? Little miss perfect. If you're reading this by any chance, and if you're mad.... cool, get your boyfriend to hate me. I don't care. We're not even friends.
Mehhh anyway. It's FEBRUARY. Good start hehe, hope this month will go great. Just 9 months away from O's. Cannot be distracted so I'll go after this post. :)
I took the same bus as Chang Min today. The end.

Another day.

Just another day without you. Surprising? I think not. I wanna switch schools, I can't stand seeing you. Everywhere I go, I'll always bump into you. School's that small. Today, I think you saw me. What's up with you? It looked like you ignored me. Yeah, I nearly cried after school. Not like anyone care about that. I was alone in canteen after school and I was sobbing ugh. Headed to Westmall with Yu Xin and Wen Hui at 3.15 and sort of talked a little, about random stuff. Just now, when I was doing my work, I noticed myself doodling your name on my paper. I miss you gah. This is going nowhere, why are we even doing this? I don't think this can last for 10 more months, I really can't take this. It's killing me. How to take O levels with these problems haunting me one by one? This feeling isn't going away. Why do I even have feelings? Ugh, I'm even having suicidal thoughts. I know it's wrong but I can't help feel that way. Who would care if I leave anyway? You? Don't think so. You used to care...what about now? You don't anymore, this sucks. I don't want to lose you. And no one ever cares.